So Miblum,
ein neuer Tag mit neuen Möglichkeiten ...
Und hier also der Rest der Übersetzung:
(2 + 3)
Two years ago, when the monastery community where I lived was desbanded, (Name) told me to think once again about my wish to become a nun. Unfortunately I didn't found a buddhist teacher who accepted me as pupil or a monastery where I could stay. There is a feeling of being torn between my wish to become a nun and my wish to stay with (Name). When I asked (Name) if I could stay at (Ort) she didn't gave me an answer.
One year ago I decided to participate in a longer retreat. Unfortunately there emerged some external impediments, which resulted in the ceasing of the retreat. There are always new impediments and I don't see any more, how to go on.
Does these impediments emerge because I'm going in the wrong direction or exists another reason for that? … What shall I do?
I am often alone and there is not much conversation. Is it good for me to be silent or would it be better for me to be in contact with other people?
So Miblum,
ein neuer Tag mit neuen Möglichkeiten ...
Und hier also der Rest der Übersetzung:
(2 + 3)
Two years ago, when the monastery community where I lived was desbanded, (Name) told me to think once again about my wish to become a nun. Unfortunately I didn't find a buddhist teacher who accepted me as pupil or a monastery where I could stay. There is a feeling of being torn between my wish to become a nun and my wish to stay with (Name). When I asked (Name) if I could stay at (Ort) she didn't give me an answer.
One year ago I decided to participate in a longer retreat. Unfortunately there emerged some external impediments, which resulted in the ceasing of the retreat. There are always new impediments and I don't see any more, how to go on.
Do these impediments emerge because I'm going in the wrong direction or exists another reason for that? … What shall I do?
I am often alone and there is not much conversation. Is it good for me to be silent or would it be better for me to be in contact with other people?
